Jehovah's Witnesses; "Are you exercising your Christian FREEDOM?".?

Are you an "individual" Christian,, or a step in file follower of a rule-book designed to "keep you in line?". Is it normal Christian thinking, to desire to express yourselves in a loving way, with your Christian personality shining forth, or are you forced to march, same haircut, same cut and paste res ponces to questions about your faith, and most important, are you allowed to question anything you are told to obey from the "faithful and discreet slave Class"? Is there a feeling of imposed conformity that at times makes you feel you are becoming lost to the person God wants you to be? Are "drones" what Jesus wants you to be? Were any of the Bible figures in the New Testament all the same? or were they colorful individuals with salty hearts? Are you witnesses experiencing true Christian Freedom?